And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok -
Yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't.

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone for a little while,
Maybe it's not too late -
not today, today, today, today, today.

I'm feeling very very tired right now. There's so many chapters to study for Econs! So many that I don't know where to start. Hmmmm.

Studies aside, I feel confused all over again. But it's for a different reason this time. This time it's the 'cookie dough' thing that I'm facing. I don't know. Maybe it'll get better soon. Hopefully.

I reallyyy want to go to the beach. I really really want to blade then find a quiet spot to clear my mind.

And I know, I'm not ready. Maybe tomorrow.

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind.

Oh I found myself and ran away.

I wish Shahrul was in NUS already. I can't wait for him to experience all that I'm experiencing, to make new friends and discover new things. It's so much fun to have the same circle of friends, to enjoy doing things in a group together. We never really had that.

Damn NS for taking my boyfriend away from me.

He just called me and halfway through the conversation asked me to check Soccernet for him. Haha, some things will never change.